I will write like this and say, i feel like super man. I over came so pretty shitty odds recently this coming from also from getting discarded by my now ex. So you know what im doing fantastic i feel like myself again and that is worth any cost. Remember always to never ever let yourself be changed unless you decide for changing and please please dont ever fall victim of not being in control of yourself. Its a scary thing and a dark road few can come back from.